Loving Every Moment

It's 5am now and I have baby Emma in the ergo waiting for her to fall asleep. She has been up all night. Luckily tonight she's not screaming bloody murder. Haha. The night before I was also up until 6am but she was crying hysterically all throughout. She hasn't been up like since her first month. I really have no idea why she isn't sleeping!

Anyways I'm pretty tired, but I'm really loving every moment. I know she wont be this small for long. When I'm about to fall asleep in the middle of the night and she starts to get fussy, of course inside I'm wishing so bad she stops and goes to sleep, but then when I pick her up to soothe her she starts giving me the loveliest smiles and cooing sounds. I can't help but to smile back and play with her! I know it's not a good habit to do this at bedtime, but I just want her to keep going! These are the moments when I just want her to stay in my arms forever.

-Jess