Live. Love. Create.: Start of 2015

Im now currently 31 weeks pregnant with baby girl#2! I feel like this pregnancy is zooming by. Except for my acid reflux, I’m pretty comfortable so far. Emma has been doing great. Her speech is developing faster than I thought it would. At 24 ½ months has started to talk in sentences, knows her ABC’s and counting 1-10 in Korean and English. She also pretty much knows most of her colors and shapes as well. J We just bought her the reversible Kura bed from IKEA since we need the crib mattress for the baby and since they will be sharing a room together, getting this bed seemed to make the most sense. Right now she is sleeping on the bottom bunk and we are using the top for storage. I just wish she would sleep through the night! I don’t know why but she has been waking up at least 2-3 times a night. When she sees neither of us not lying next to her, she will cry bloody murder.

It’s been very cold in NY, I had a bad cough for about 1 month. The doctor refused to give me meds so recovering naturally took longer than I thought it would. Thankfully it didn’t turn in to something more serious. My husband started the Spring semester end of Jan so he’s been very busy with juggling work during the day and school at night We’ve been clashing for the past few weeks about so many things…it has been stressing me out. I confronted him about it but usually our talks don’t go anywhere since we are both stubborn in our own ways. It’s tough. Anyways...I guess this too shall pass as it usually does. Maybe this pregnancy is making me feel more sensitive about it though my husband will probably beg to differ.

What else is new? My company had a huge layoff last month so it’s been pretty quiet in the office. Since I am pregnant they decided to help me out and keep me until I give birth and come back from maternity leave (need the insurance), Once I come back, I will know what they want to do with me. I know I need to work but of course the mother in me wants to really stay home and watch the kids. It’s always the dilemma. Work or be a SAHM.

I haven’t been meeting up with many people since my 2^nd pregnancy. Only my best friend I try to meet every month. I used to reach out to friends first and try to keep in touch, but I guess as I get older I feel lazier? I also don’t feel like spending money going out anymore. I want to also cherish the rest of the time it will only be the three of us. We are going to become a family of 4! Seems so fast.

New Years Day- In her traditional Hanbok :)